03-24-12

Took the Chem17 final exam todaaay!

I won't say or comment about anything. I'll just wait and pray for the results. Asdfghjkl. Before the exam, I was really anxious. I literally crammed for the whole thing. I admit it, I wasn't prepared at all. And so whatever happens, I'll just accept it. I deserve what I deserve.

After the Chem17 FE, I texted Ate Karen and told her what happened in the exams. She called me and I told her everything. She told me to move on and just pray for it. We don't know what God's will is, so just pray and pray and pray for the results. I'm really grateful to Ate Karen. I'm grateful for having a cell leader. She just knows what to say in every situation I'm in. I was headed to NIP when she called. I was going to see my pre-final standing in Phy71. When I arrived in NIP and searched my student number in the paper posted outside the faculty room, I cried. I wasn't expecting what I saw. I cried and cried and cried. I was so discouraged and I just felt so alone. As I was walking to CS Lib, I kept on thinking about what Sir Kito Espiritu said during a bible study he once conducted (btw, he's my Kas1 prof): "It's not about you. It's about God." And so, I realized that God was clearly teaching me something. He is discipling me. A tough discipling for that matter. When I saw the results, turned out that I had four absences in our recit class. Failing grade well-deserved. :( And so I just cheered up myself. I stopped being sad. Just like that. Rode the Ikot and went back to Kalay.

After quite some time, Ate Sheryl went to Kalay and collected the survey sheets for her Sikolohiya 126 class. And well, this happened: